Wow. It's early.
I haven't been sleeping at all, so it's been really difficult to concentrate. I haven't done any schoolwork this week because I just can't focus enough to read. I really can't function much longer like this ... it's not good for my body because it makes me achy, but my mind is really going bananas. "Should I really tell her? What if she stops paying for college? What if I am not really gay and this is a phase?" My mother is really accepting, none of this is going to fucking happen and I know that I am really fucking gay, but I am going bat shit crazy playing these scenarios out in my head.
Sorry, I resort to unladylike works when I am extremely whatever (angry, sad, crazy, etc.).
I am hoping that it is going to get better after this weekend. It has to.
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